let's inebriates together tonight!

I hope much tonight and then again deeply drunk, ignore is a smoke or a wine.I lead up several times of night store, detection oneself like deeply drunk in the smoke wine.Smoke, can let me temporarily receive my double eye;Wine, can let me temporarily be fond of to receive, forget an agony.Listen to quickly but loudly of music, along with each downfall of shell 斯 keep beating medium my heart the most weak of that a cake of softness.That a cake of once for paying but being hurt of softness, that a cake of suffers from the softness of severely wounded for the first time.I have been thinking I have no that a cake of softness, is I had been neglecting it.Until smoke and wine are real to intrude into my living space son, developing them the effect of abstract sort.People say the smoke wine harms a body, but it is a flock of vexing people's anaesthesia medicine.Temporarily of anaesthesia, temporarily leave, don't do common of oneself, do different of oneself, temporarily get away from and evade.But, very unfortunate of say, can escape at that time, can't escape one a life time.When your wine wakes up, facing of, still previous leave.Money is the elusion which cans not buys one a life time.Even bought, heart also Anne doesn't descend.Tonight, I want to temporarily evade.Hide to return to my protection cover inside, hide back oneself give oneself establish of protection turn.Get away from all irritating, have to do a choice of, all various those elephant chewing gums glue my agony.Doing 1 isn't an own another I.Seek an incognizant person, do a dance.Because the dance treads of reel, flutter an own the heart and the head.Let them have no time felling pain with tired with thinking.Accompany with again smoke wine, taste one class stick, enjoy in retrospect everlasting.

However, the smoke wine still harms a body finally which!(Smile)Once in a very long while then can be real to taste once among them of delicacy.When the wine comes to of come on the second day, I promise oneself to want from face a problem lately and very so much, do a rightness of arise from the choice of personal conscience.Temporarily with the rest of the adequacy, is for walking more farsighted road!

今夜一起醉吧！

我多希望今夜又再一次沉醉，不管是烟还是酒。我上过几次的夜店，发现自己喜欢沉醉于烟酒。

烟，可以让我暂时蒙去我的双眼；酒，可以让我暂时迷蒙，忘了烦恼。听着快而大声的音乐，随着贝斯的每一个落下，直直打中我的内心最为脆弱的那一块柔软。那一块曾为了付出但却被伤害的柔软，那一块第一次受重伤的柔软。

我一直以为我没有那一块柔软，原来是我一直忽略了它。直到烟与酒真正闯入我的生活圈子，发挥它们抽象般的功用。

人们说烟酒伤身，但它却是一群烦恼的人们的麻醉药。暂时的麻醉，暂时的离开，不做平常的自己，做不一样的自己，暂时摆脱与逃避。

但是，很不幸的说，逃得了一时，逃不了一世。当你酒醒过来，面临的，还是之前所留下的。钱是买不到一世的逃避。即使买到了，心也安不下。

今夜，我想暂时逃避。躲回我的防护罩里，躲回自己给自己设的防护圈。摆脱所有恼人的，必须做出选择的，所有种种那些象口香糖粘着我的烦恼。做一个不是自己的另一个我。找一个不认识的人，跳一场舞。随着舞步的摇摆，摇晃着自己的心和脑袋。让它们没有时间感觉痛和累与思考。再伴随着烟酒，滋味一级棒，回味无穷。

不过，烟酒终究还是伤身哪！（笑）久久一次，才能真正品尝其中的美味。当酒醒的第二天来临时，我答应自己要从新好好面对问题，做出对的起自己良心的选择。暂时与适当的休息，是为了走更长远的路！